Nine-

I called you last night, don't you remember? I did it while i was asleep. I was just hoping that you'd have been changed. It was my last wish about you, i kinda wanted to remember you in a good way. I wanted a sign to hold you in my memory's sweet part, not the painful one. You were same, you were able to break my heart even while i was dreaming. Makes no sense, right? Especially for someone like you. Considering that i created a nicer, loveble version of you in my head. It wasn't the truth, clear to see. Now it's my last goodbye. Weird, i'm not crying this time. I'm not praying to god for creating a way for us. There's no us, there never was. You go to your way, i'll go to mine. There are lessons to learn in every situation. I've took mine, i hope someday you'll learn yours. I don't want you to feel pain like i did for almost 2 years, i don't care about your thoughts, i don't even want you to understand anymore. Damage is done, it won't matter if you understand me or not. Universe never forgets, that's my last words. I don't love you anymore, i don't even want anything about you. I'm letting you burn with your sins.